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The Jo

Before I start I want to thank my friends Ashton, Shrubster, Rohan, Wei and Patrick. Even my mom and my sister too <3. I love them and I wouldn’t be here without them. Also when I use the term EFN it is just 3 letters that mean “It doesn't matter in the grand grand scheme of things.” Just keep reading hopefully it will all make sense to you.
My growing up environment wasn’t really the best. Sure I have a lot of game consoles, food, running water, working electricity, a somewhat supportive mother, and a roof over my head. Growing up my mom would always compare me to my friends, sometimes make me feel lesser during her lectures, and not really let me do everything I wanted to. On top of that she would spread so much negativity about myself, my dad or anything. And I feel like that negativity really got to me. My dad always said I would turn into my mom because I lived with her. In a way he was right. In recent times I’ve started to realize that all the negativity, all those lectures, all the handicapping of my independence, transformed me into a bitter, naive, lazy and evil person. But it all stops now. I have been giving myself so much self pity and excuses of the kind of person I was and complaining about everything that usually didn’t make any sense.
This where The Jo comes in. The term “The Jo” came from a stupid TikTok that captioned “The teacher thinks I’m doing history work, but I’m just watching the jo” Alluding to JoJo’s Bizarre Adventure anime, an anime and manga series that is very important to me. The actual meaning is supposed to represent my ascension from being a lazy, evil negative chud that thinks everything is EFN to being a person that doesn’t give up, kind, courteous and a not negative person all being inspired and moved by JoJo’s Bizarre Adventure (and other media). I always put myself down because I was always jealous of my own skills compared to everyone else. I also thought that I needed to be skilled at something so I can feel special and loved. But that IS NOT THE CASE. I don’t need to compare myself to others because I’m always in a constant battle of me vs me and I must always be better than the person I am right now. I also don’t have to be good at something to be loved, I am already loved by friends and family; I don’t need approval from anyone except myself. All I need to focus on is continuing to improve my skills at the stuff I like doing already, on top of that find new things to do and keep trying everything even though I fail.
I also need to stop the gooning, it's not healthy for me at all. After reading so much articles it’s not only going to lower my own Testosterone, but it’s going to fuck up my perception of women. And I don’t want to be like that nor be known for that. This leads to my next big point, women. For some reason, in more recent times I’ve been wanting a girlfriend as a companion to distract me from my personal life at home. And not even in a lustful way, I just wanted a female companion to tell me everything is going to be alright. As corny as that sounds I’ve seriously been doing things just to cope and escape. Even when I’m doing these things I consciously think in the back of my head that it is unhealthy and dumb i.e. gooning, doomscrolling, etc. But with this new mentality I can finally focus on something that is worthwhile, healthy and productive. And for the girlfriend thing, it truly is just a matter of time. I feel like this applies to everyone, once we’ve reached a level of genuineness, people will recognize and from those people a love could start. As I have said before I was envious towards everyone, but most of all were couples. Now I know that special person will enter my life eventually, but to fill the time all I need is to focus on my hobbies as well as my studies.
The reason I think everything is just EFN is because no matter what I do in my day to day life the system will always be rigged against the everyday joe like you and me. But thinking that no matter what I do nothing matters is already a fucked mindset. So if nothing matters, do everything! Work on projects! Go talk to that girl (no harassment though)! Be your true self; don’t care about what others think about you! In the end, the person that we form ourselves to be will be a product of our hard work, determination and ultimately: our mindset.